My dear lovely life,
You left me two things
Among many others;
A pepper grinder,
The kind brandished excitedly
By Italian waiters,
And some very special peppercorns.
——
The mill
Is a standard device
Set within
A big long
Turned wooden
Cylinder.
It requires the regular kind of peppercorn.
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The peppercorns
That you gifted me
Are a very special variety.
I’ve long since disposed
Of the packing.
They are an utter mystery
Twice
The size
Of your regular peppercorn,
But each
With a little tail –
Like a dried up tadpole.
———
For over two years
I’ve been shaking
And whacking the mill
And banging it on the counter
As I’ve tried to deliver a little zing
To my repast.
——-
But now,
I’ve had enough!
I’ve shaken the wizened frogspawn
Out of the top
And collected them in a mortar.
I’ve purchased my own replacement
Of regular corns.
——
I imagine
You knew this problem,
And
Its solution.
But it
Was never an urgency, just as
It isn’t now,
But two and a half years
After your departure
I
Have finally
Caught up with you,
In this one regard.